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Bei dem trüben Wetter 💦☔️ freue ich mich doch so langsam wieder auf den Sommer – ein wenig sommerliche Vorfreude 🌞  hatten wir in den vergangenen Tagen ja immerhin schon mal 😄 – das darf in den nächsten Tagen gerne wiederkommen! Dann komme ich auch endlich wieder zum Fotografieren. Als kleines Schmankerl seht ihr hier ein Garten-Bild aus dem vergangenen Jahr – das vertreibt auch den letzten Rest der #frühjahrsmüdigkeit 😏 #garten #gartenarbeit #gärtner #gartenliebe #gartenzeit #gartenblume #gartenträume #frühjahr #schmetterling #blume #pflanze #pink #lila #grün #fotograf #fotografie #freizeit # #butterfly #garden  #openmyworld #wonderfulplaces #calledtobecreative #livecolorfully #throwback

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#Throwback my short escape to Paris Arc du Triomphe Ketika rasa iri dan dengki menyelinap diam-diam dalam hati.. maka kuatkan diri dan tekadmu supaya tidak kalah dengan godaan untuk terus iri dan dengki. Banyak2 istighfar. Tetap berbuat baik. Karena kebaikan pasti akan mendapat balasan yang baik, kalau km malah berbuat tidak baik, nanti dibalas gimana coba?? Repot sendiri kaann... Karena kebaikan pasti menang lawan kebatilan! Do all your best and let God do the rest. Lets worryless! #studentlife *efek nelpon emak

(Long post: SUPPORT needed - #update ) 📝 Look straight in my eyes and soul, don't be afraid; there's a light in the end of the hole. You know what I passed through, and few people more. I was there sat at the restaurant, eating with my boy and friends in the last days 🔙 and nobody could imagine what was inside my head. Nobody could see the shadow of my illness. Have you ever feel like your demons are screaming, and it's absurd that nobody hear them? You look calm, from the outside; you repeat: everything is ok. Nobody knew, nobody could imagine. But the mask I started wearing became my face: I looked happy, I looked "normal", and I've felt for real. I looked in peace, I looked like all the others, suddenly I realized: I was. I was free to eat more or less, just like the others. I was free to laugh, kiss my man, be free, just like the others. Once a time I felt I've NOTHING less than the others, and I had no more Demons. I laughed louder than them. And it felt great. 👉🏻 My boy friend just left (you know, long distance relationship 💔) and that's the reason of the "serious" #throwback 👆🏻 I feel like all the happiness I felt is fading away while leaving him. I feel like self-hate will come back screaming louder. That "I will gain tons" or I will see myself fatter 🙄 I hope not, I hope in your support 🙏🏻 There's still a light in the end of the hole. I will hold tight the memories and his words; I will gain from them the strength to go on (just like I usually do with YOURS 🙈). It's time to fight again on my own: sometimes is necessary, sometimes is the only way, sometimes is hard but I'm no more afraid... I know how to do it 👊🏻 I know how I want to live. I know that I just have to reach the life I dream. Will you be with me? Never doubt about yourselves my beloved second family 😘 ILY into pieces ❤️

Just like the sunshine or a beam of light that passes through a window allows us to see the dust particles around us. The law of God allows us to see our ugliness because of our sins. #Romans7#throwback#Sagada