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There is SO much more to my transformation than the muscles, the booty gains, and the nutrition knowledge. There is so much more than the early morning workouts, the daily shakes, and the taco salads. & I've been reflecting on it all over these past few weeks. • These past few weeks, I have learned that mood swings and anxiety are something that I will LIVE with forever. They are not a sprained ankle that will heal. But I will NOT let them define me because I chose happiness and happiness is a bigger beast than anything else. • Sure, there will be days that I want to curl up in bed and stay there all day and I will probably do just that. There will be days that I feel like Jekyll and Hyde and I won't be able to understand, for the life of me, WHY that is happening. There will be days that I will cry all day and keep to myself. There will be days that I don't want to workout, but I will because I know it will help me. I will continue to use my healthy lifestyle to cope and I will NEVER go back on any medication because this lifestyle IS my medication. • Reflecting over these past few weeks has made me realize one thing. I am SO DAMN HAPPY that I chose HAPPINESS. While these struggles will always exist inside of me, I have NEVER been more happy in my life. The love that I feel all around me, the life that I have built for myself, the adventures that this wild life continues to take me on, ALL of it. It has filled my happiness jar and is flowing over the top. • Happiness like I've never felt before. I used to be the girl that had to FAKE a smile. Now I am the girl who is beaming with happiness. Don't let the demons take over, but don't ignore them - tell them who is boss and chose the life that you will live. 👊🏼💕⚡️🙋🏼🍍☀️ #Ichoosehappiness #transformation #behappy

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